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“To really be efficient, you have to eliminate what doesn’t work. You have to figure out what is important and hold on tight to the things that matter most.”

“Bad Blood”

Grey’s Anatomy 9×14

Posted by Kim

First of all, I must apologize for the lack of recaps.  I’ve had a major case of writer’s block with them, and finally my sister yelled at me this week, saying “WHY HAVE YOU STOPPED RECAPPING GREY’S?!”.  So here we go.  I’m back

Much has happened since we last discussed Grey’s on Head Over Feels.  Bailey got married.  Adele Webber died.  Cristina and Owen got divorced yet are still somewhat together and happy.  The Airline crash case was settled, and Meredith, Derek, Cristina, Arizona, and Callie (in Mark’s stead, representing Sofia) are all now $15 Million richer (EACH).  The settlement was not covered by the hospital’s insurance because of a technicality, so SGMW was responsible for the payout, bankrupting it.  In an effort to save the hospital, efficiency expert Dr. Cahill (who was once one of Webber’s students) has been brought in to streamline operations, starting with shutting down the hospital’s emergency room.  And lastly, Meredith has made it through her first trimester and has gone public with her pregnancy.  Which brings us up to this week’s episode.  Whew.

First of all, Miranda Bailey was EVERYTHING in this episode.  I love how she constantly reveals that she is a super pop culture nerd, from loving Star Wars to all the references to The Hunger Games in this episode.  This is the Bailey I’ve loved for 8.5 seasons: competitive, snarky, kick-ass and ultimately a big ball of compassion.  I’m so glad to have her back.

Even though we’ve seen this surgery competition storyline before with the Chief and Cristina going head to head in the skills lab with new and old techniques (“That’s why they call me the CHIEF!!”  Also do you want to feel old?  That was way back in SEASON TWO), I still enjoyed it.  Bailey, Meredith and Webber were all on fire with their various quips and competitiveness as they fought to win a freaking hoodie for mastering the new and “only acceptable way” to fix hernias.

Of course, Webber would have the most trouble with this “standardization of procedure” as he is the one who clings the most to his old school ways.  And the whole thing WAS distressing, especially when the teacher finally exploded at Webber that “the patients don’t even matter”.  No one wants to go to a doctor who deals with you like you are customer number one billion at McDonald’s.  It’s not a comforting thought and I love how all the doctors in the skills lab revolted at that moment.  It shouldn’t be about doing it one way.  It should be about each individual doctor operating the best way they know, it’s better for them, and ultimately it’s better for the patient.  And while Bailey won the competition, she knew it was a hollow victory for her and the hospital as a whole.  And her prized hoodie?  It itched.

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Posted by Kim

Happy New Year’s Eve, dear readers!!  As 2012 draws to a close, it’s time to look back and reflect on the year that was.  Television in 2012 was chock full of feels…angry ones, hilarious ones, swoon worthy ones, triumphant ones and (sometimes literally if you are part of a show produced by Steven Moffat) jump off the roof of a building ones.  I’ve picked out my top 12 TV moments of 2012 because I refuse to be limited to only ten.  I refuse to rank them though.  That’s like ranking my friends.  And I don’t do that. 😉

1) Kristen Wiig says goodbye – Saturday Night Live

We all knew it was coming after Bridesmaids was a massive hit that resulted in an Original Screenplay Oscar Nomination for Kristin Wiig.  We knew all season that this would be her last on SNL, even if she never came out and said it explicitly.  Kristen left an indelible mark on SNL and this was a lovely and touching send-off for her.

2) McKayla Maroney’s Near Perfect Vault – Summer Olympics

I still don’t see how this didn’t get a perfect score

3) Kristin Bell Loves Sloths – The Ellen DeGeneres Show

Proving that celebrities can have fangirl meltdowns too…

This may or may not have been how I reacted (internally, obviously) the first time I met Joel McHale this year.

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“Most people hate hospitals. But not the interns. For them, a hospital is a magical place. It’s poetic, the rhythm of the machines, the crackle on the trauma gown, it’s a place full of promise, excitement, surprises. It’s a place where dreams can come true.”

“Love Turns You Upside Down”

Grey’s Anatomy 9×08

Posted by Kim

Did this almost feel like a pilot episode to anyone else?  Cause it sure did to me.  One of the things a long running show needs to do every once in a while is integrate new blood, especially when cast members leave.  Shows like ER and Law and Order tended to do this pretty seamlessly, but Grey’s Anatomy has had mixed results with this in the past.  Several examples: out of the five or six interns from Lexie Grey’s intern class, Lexie (RIP) was the only one who stuck.  And do we need to discuss to debacle of the merge with Mercy West?  Honestly, that is still a sore subject for many Grey’s fans.  Jackson and April are the only characters to survive that, and if you read message boards you would know that many people would be perfectly happy if April wasn’t on the show.  So even though we’re supposed to be bonding with this new class of interns, I can’t help but wonder…who do I *really* need to get invested in?  Which of these characters will eventually get upgraded to full-time cast members?  For me, there are three obvious candidates.

Yep.  Those three.

Much like the pilot “A Hard Day’s Night”, this episode revolves around an overnight shift for the new class of interns.  All of our familiar and beloved characters, as they are all at least attendings now, take a back seat in the episode.  Which made this episode a bit frustrating, depending on how you feel about the interns.

For me, the story line with Smash Williams…erm…Shane Ross.  His name is Shane Ross.  I WILL stop calling him Smash.  Once he gets upgraded to full-time cast member.  Shane spent his shift on April’s service, which was “lump and bump” day.  Since she is not board certified, April often gets saddled with the grunt work, so Shane was none too thrilled to be stuck examining various gross growths while his fellow interns got to be on cool surgeries.  But what makes Shane cool is that eventually he came to realize that he WAS learning from April.  April tends to have a good bedside manner, and while she was often grossed out by what she was doing, she stressed the importance of treating the patient like a human being and calming any fears they may have.  Shane took this to heart and it paid off for him later in the episode when Callie and Jackson called all the interns in to choose one to assist on Derek’s nerve transplant.  Shane was the only one to treat Derek as a patient and NOT as a cool surgery…so he got chosen.  And it was all because of what he learned from April…which made him come back to assist her a second day, even when he wasn’t required to.

“I’m here because I want to be. All I ever wanted to be was a surgeon, and now, Torres has chosen me to scrub in on one of the coolest surgeries I’ll ever see because of you.  You gave me 27 solo procedures yesterday — at least one of them saved a woman’s life. I’m grateful for this job and I’m grateful to you. I’m hardly slumming it. So I’m going to glove up and help you with your lumps and you’re going to like it.”

I know some people are going to ship Shane/April after that, but I don’t.  But I do think that they could be great friends.  April needs friends.  So…please keep it platonic Shonda.  For me.

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“Maybe I do believe it, all this ‘meant to be’ stuff.  Why not believe? Really, who doesn’t want more romance in their life?  Maybe it’s just up to us to make it happen, to show up and be ‘meant for each other’.  At least that way you’ll find out for sure.  Or not.”

“I Was Made For Loving You”

Grey’s Anatomy 9×07

Posted by Kim

Asking someone if they believe in soul mates is akin to asking them if they are a romantic or a cynic.   It’s a romantic notion that there is one person out there in the world just for you.  Why wouldn’t you want to believe in that??  (Well other than the depressing notion that you may never FIND THEM.)  We’re told about the mythical “soul mate” from birth and taught that when you find each other that you will live happily ever after with no problems ever.

Well, we all know that’s not true.  Relationships, even if they are the soul mate kind, take work.  If you don’t care for them, if you don’t compromise for your partner every now and then, if you don’t communicate, then the relationship will die.  That’s what many of the characters on Grey’s were dealing with tonight.   We saw both the highs (Meredith and Derek, Callie and Arizona) and the lows (Cristina and Owen, Jackson and April) of relationships tonight as many of our characters pondered what it was like to be MFEO (also, can we discuss the fact that Meredith actually SAID “MFEO” in her voice over?  SO SO far from her dark and twisty days!).  Things will get pretty spoilery from here on out, so let’s put the rest of this recap behind a jump…

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Also, for the record, I DO believe in soul mates.  And I also believe in the capacity to vomit hearts and rainbows everywhere.  What can I say?  I’m a romantic.

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